ShadowRainMemoirs

Dear Friend or Foe, I believe there is something you ought to know If you were to give me some company And I might give you some smiles Tell me what's sanity When I could give you something worth while Let yourself walk past a picture that you may decieve To thinking it was once a reality as I percieve Did you ever remember the world is round Then for heaven's sake why don't you hear or rather make a sound Will you ever fall into the sky Or wonder why the clouds cry I'll give you a gift of silence not out of defiance And out of everything I wish to let you know that I let you have my reliance While I hope to know I have yours

I miss how the snow would fall I miss how innocent we were when we were small I miss how the rain would would wash away my pain and fears And the thunder was like comforting music to my ears I miss how we used to have endless ambitions and dreams I miss how everyone's good nature never changes it means I miss how kind the world was And the simplest of answers was just because I miss how we used to play in the park and in the sand I miss how everyone used to never let go of my hand I miss how everyone used to give a gentle pat on my head And then I would simply stare aimlessly ahead I miss how we used to stay still in time I miss

If your dreams are forever shattered (even the imaginary ones) You might as well be living in a broken (or on a lost path) reality But as we move on (to our journey) towards the beginning, middle, or end of life We might be able to piece those shattered dreams (like a jigsaw puzzle) To form a new one or improve the old and find our way back into the seam of reality Dreamers/ Those who dream keep your dreams Let them never be forgotten Keep them with you as a key You may never know when that lock will appear in front of your very eyes

How we are thrilled to live in an imaginary world Where things are to our liking and obsessions become absurd Oh what a thrill it is to live in an imaginary Miyazaki town To find something to your liking that for you upon won't be frowned. The hustling and bustling of a city of ordinary yet extraordinary lives Yet yours is the most special in a motivational drive There are time you may experience pain But there are times that things turn insane These emotions leave or exit as soon as they are welcomed And happiness is forever seldomed

Disturbing, depressing, distressing, but compelling What can murder the piercing silence A blood curdling scream How still and paralyzed a room may be As if time has frozen How sober an occasion can be If their are no restraints to the/ a depressing notion How seldom we can mind our own business Yet not take care of others So we live unnoticed and we let things be unseen This a strange world we live in no matter how quarter of it is serene as it may be

I was invited but I declined The invitaton got the best of my declination Later came the feeling of rejection This halfheartedy leads me into the category of a reject

If you walk amongst those around you What should you be taken as Are you one of those sweet smelling roses with dew And with thorns hidden behind the beauty Or are you the thundering rain That tries to wash yours and everyones pains away Or are you those who follow sheep astray Yet no one makes you seemingly obey Or are you those who are silent trees To just pretend to not witness the world's own problems and pleas

You know I'm not real You know I'm not fake So let's keep this a mystery For excitement's sake You know I am well hidden Yet I am still revealed But whether I am free or you do not know if I am sealed So what do you know If you do not know what is real You will probably find out later As we come close to the end of the reel